alaynas diaries

Did you guys have fun on Thanksgiving? I had a lot to do. It was insane. I went to my bfs grandmas, and then my brothers with my mom, and then my dad. And on Saturday my bfs mom is doing Thanksgiving. Very stressful as to why I haven’t posted yet. 

Gossip girl 

Gossip girl has got to be one of my most favorite shows ever. It’s classy, and makes me feel rich just by watching it. It has influenced my style a lot. I like to dress in a stockholm richy classy vibe. I’ve always wanted to be rich, but obviously that’s not a very strong possibility, so why not dress like it. I can’t really afford anything expensive but I found a lot of stuff that still gives that same vibe at thrift stores. I really only go to goodwill, so I need to expand my options, but it’s an affordable way to find your style. 

Finding your style is hard, for me personally I have many different ones. But usually I only like to stick to one. I love multiples but it really depends on the season, and I have zero money all the time. If I could dress in a rich classy Blair Waldorf type of way I would everyday. But I usually just dress basically. It’s hard to find your style, everybody says to just find what you like, but for me it’s different. I like so many things but I get into so many phases of life where I hyperfocus on one thing. Once i liked long skirts and looking kinda ‘’earthy’’ and i still like that but then it switched to looking basic, and then to looking rich. It’s hard to know which one to stick to. Does anyone else struggle with this? 

Fashion is art and a way to express yourself, but how do you express yourself if you don’t know yourself. I have so many ideas in my head but can’t bring them to life. Thankfully for Christmas I’m getting a sewing machine, so hopefully it will help to bring my idea to life. But even with art I struggle with this. 

Now lets move on to reviewing gossip girl. . .

As you can see most of my inspiration comes from blair waldorf. I love looking into her life and understanding why she does the things she does. Let’s get into her relationships. The most famous debate is chuck or dan?

Which guy do you think is better for Blair? 

I used to think Chuck, because they were perfect, she could be herself and not feel judged, and just the right amount of toxicity and love. But now I’ve changed my mind. I think Blair can be herself with Dan and Dan would always accept and choose her. As for Chuck, he chose multiple things over her. Dan is clearly the better choice. Blair and Dan’s love was more sweet, romantic, he actually understood her, as for Chuck and Blair it was those things too, but also toxic and unhealthy. With Dan she could feel powerful, and on the same level, but with Chuck it was this weird thing where he would always be above her, yk?  

Serena and Dan were just weird, they were step siblings, their whole parents had this weird thing and they were in love. I think it should’ve been Serena and Nate, Blair and Dan, Chuck and his hotel. Serna also was so mad at Blair for being with Dan, but she literally slept with Blair’s boyfriend. I do genuinely think Blair’s very misunderstood. Of course she’s going to be insecure around Serena, not because serna was better, but because Nate, who was her boyfriend of years, slept with Serena and hasn’t even done it with Blair or wanted to after. 

What do you guys think?

 Do you enjoy gossip girl? 

Dan and Blair or Chuck and Blair?

What would you guys like for me to talk about? give me suggestions!